jean jacket

So I rummaged some more for clothes that have managed to elude me and hide with my parents’ clothing, and I found my childhood jean jacket that I wore from grades 1 through 3.

My late aunt gave it to me, and I loved it because it had a secret pocket for my diary key and candy, and I always thought that if I ever get into a Goonies-esque adventure, this for sure, was the jean jacket that I’d wear in that case.

I put it on and it still fits. I can’t quite button it, and the sleeves are short, but it looks like those expensive cropped jean jackets that cost over $100 in Lucky magazine. What a score!

how does one proceed

God, I’m still thinking about that night, the goodbye dinner, in which I find out that Tom has a girlfriend. Like I said, we were out on the patio, and I hear someone say, “Hey, there’s Tom.” I look up, and he’s already looking at me, smiling, with that girl at his side. It felt like he purposely brought her along to crush me, to see what kind of reaction he’d get out of me. God, it totally worked.

Part of me wants to drop the whole email banter thing, just be polite and workplace-friendly. Another part of me just wants things to stay the same (respond to his email banter and jokes). Then that way he wouldn’t think that my knowledge of him having a  girlfriend affected me and how I’d act towards him.The third part of me just wants to be super hot and subtly sexy, flirty, turn up the joking and the eye contact, and make him wish he wasn’t dating purse girl. At least it would only last for 2 weeks, since his last day at the studio is before Thanksgiving.

OPTION 3 SOUNDS SO MUCH FUN. I LIVE TO CRUSH THE HEARTS OF MEN.

reasons why this weekend is amazing

  • Having yummy eggplant parmigiana from Gondola’s.
  • Finding a lovely woman’s navy trench coat with a cozy liner at the army surplus store for $18. And it fits me perfectly.
  • Got off my butt and exercised.
  • Experimented with make-up, and didn’t feel like an amateur.
  • Met the cutest oldest couple in line at Costco. And they waved at me when they passed me in their car.
  • Potato tacos from Taco Nazo.
  • Got a haircut (a trim, really).
  • Found some clothes that I thought Mom had given away.
  • Planned Operation: Hotel Chevalier (i.e. staying at a hotel near work for a couple days while the ‘rents are in Vegas).
  • Gonna watch The Edukators.
  • I WASN’T WORKING.

oh you would be sexy over my shoulder. sexier than any man’s arm over my shoulder. and you would be carrying my things, so that’s even better.

oh you would be sexy over my shoulder. sexier than any man’s arm over my shoulder.

and you would be carrying my things, so that’s even better.

I WANT YOU MORE THAN I HAVE EVER WANTED ANY MAN IN MY LIFE. How sad is that?

I WANT YOU MORE THAN I HAVE EVER WANTED ANY MAN IN MY LIFE.

How sad is that?

A-Z *steal*

itsmejanessa:lautrevalse:

A - Age: 23

B - Bed size: twin

C - Chore you hate: vacuuming

D - Don’t eat: some Filipino food, sadly. Sometimes I just can’t stand the smells…

E - Essential start your day item: tea!

F - Favourite board game: Apples to apples..I know it’s not technically on a board, but…

G - Gold or Silver: White gold.

H - Height: 5’1.

I - Instruments you play(ed): piano, handbells, guitar.

J - Job title: Production assistant.

K - Kid(s): 0. Maybe one day.

L - Living arrangements: Parents’ house.

M - Mom’s name: Nora

N - Nicknames: Lainey.

O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth: Had to sleep at the hospital when my aunt was a patient.

P - Pet Peeve: People on their phones at the cinema.

Q - Famous Movie Quote: Can’t narrow it down at the moment…

R - Right or left handed: Right

S - Sibling(s): One bro

T - Time you wake up: 6ish

U - Underwear: Love ‘em.

V - Vegetable favorite: Currently: broccoli stalks (not the florets, yech)

W - Ways you run late: catching up on tumblr, watching videos, forgetting something

X - X-rays you’ve had: right heel, lungs and chest, dental, neck.

Y - Yummy food you make: anything that you put into an oven and leave.

Z - Zoo favorite: BEARS

SWEET-O

My parents are going to Las Vegas for a couple days, and I convinced them to let me get a hotel room nearby work so that…

A. I’d be “safer” since I won’t be home alone.

B. I would at least have a break and not have to drive such a long distance to and from the studio.

Mom is going halvsies with me. YAY! God, I’m so lucky to have such amazing parents.

Gonna live out my Hotel Chevalier dream of living in a hotel, even for a couple of days.

let's all feel sorry for the PA

Things have felt a little depressing at work. I guess it’s because the show is winding down. Since pre-production for the finale is over, almost everyone from pre-pro is gone (storyboard artists, storyboard coordinator).

Yesterday, I was crying in the bathroom from an email from a friend. I cleared my face, then headed outside where I thought I’d see no one since mostly everyone was back from their lunch, and two guys (storyboard artists working on a different show) saw me. So embarrassing. They asked if I was okay; I said I was fine. But I’m pretty sure they talked about it to someone because now everyone on that other show has been nice to me.

Since the other PA left, everyone has been giving me these looks like I’m a sad little puppy dog in the store window that no one wants to buy. They remark how quiet it is in my area, how I lost my “partner in crime”. They come up to me and begin with, “If it’s not too much for you, could you please…”

I feel like the goodbye dinner I went to last night had an adverse effect. I thought I was being sociable by going out and talking a little bit to everyone, but now at the studio  people still avoid me (apart from being polite to me). I don’t remember doing anything even slightly embarrassing or stupid. What can it be?

fedex guy made my day
  • ME: This package is pretty bulky and heavy; it's 35 pounds.
  • FEDEX GUY: My head weighs 35 pounds.
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